That’s totally fair. They sent me one to review. I’ve review sex toys fairly often and always just give my honest opinion on them. Sometimes I buy them sometimes they’re sent but there is usually that understanding that I’m gonna say what I want to say. For example if I want to say it looks like a desk vacuum and make jokes about dick cancer, that’s my choice. It sounds over the top cause I always go over the top with these reviews cause I find it funny. This is my favorite sex toy though. I would buy it after trying it. Would I have bought it before trying it? Probably not. Like you, 200 is a lot for me and its not like I could have gone to the store to try it on. It is very very different from anything else I’ve tried. It actually made the orgasm feel different, kind of like when I was a kid almost. It blew me away.